Monday
Contemplate
back to square one, realizing the existing problem for the ever occurring situation;
from that moment I knew I am not ready, by allowing it to begin again would just be a catastrophe.
I'd rather hurt you honestly, than mislead you with a lie.
By considering so much external factors before reassuring the truth, it is not a truth that is crystal-cleared as seen.
Perhaps, that was right. & it wouldn't be right again.
Tuesday
Sunday
Friday
the decision
for the first time
i made such a decision ,hastily?
i left CHONG HWA without accomplishing my senior 3,left my beloved friends behind,left everything that i may gain in this daunting but fruitful senior 3.
college life is indeed different,compared to the hectic life in high school;
leaving an environment which was so familiar to somewhere which comprise abundance of uncertainties
sometimes,
i reminiscing those critical moments i made the decision;
perhaps i was really out of my mind & out of the blue.
from another perspective,
maybe its another alternative runaway from CH's exhausting life;
my first semester in college commenced 3 weeks ago, which was the day i officially left school and got my school leaving cert,without alarming anyone of you beforehand in advance.
composed with different types of mixed feelings,having a lot of feelings to express to all of you.
yenyee ;
closest friend ever,bt we seem so near yet so far ,time spent together more emphasized on quality nt quantity XD as years rolled by we both get busier and busier each year, bt out bonding is still there <3
perhaps,i should really apologise to you,as i left earlier than what i thought too,due to my abrupt decision.
time elapses,but what remains still remains , in-depth every inch of what we've gone through together(:
jiayous & all the best for pursuing your dreams no matter where
you're a great one undeniably (:
rou ;
the most blissful girl at the moment ahahhahah
out of my expectation too honestly XD
you're a perfect GOD too, my matured rou that will never let me worry much, you're one of a kind, a great listener,an enthusiastic mate :D
i'm sure you have your mind of your own, need not any guidance ;P
hahahah tell me when it's your 10th million germs passing by XD
fishhy ;
we knew each other quite coincidentally, we've spent time in abundance,those moments you slept-over, hanging out etc
you are one of my girls that makes me proud,a brave and courageous one indeed (:
never ever doubt yourself when you did your best,i'm sure my lines will reverberate around your ears which is needless to be mentioned now :P
i still remember your reaction when i texted you that i was leaving school,
be strong girl,as you may ,the mighty fishy (:
ru ; yoonghao ;onion
yz; deep ; kel; lcb; woody; sik; elaine; mao
holy; zhiyien ; & much more to be mentioned
...... to be continued (:
i made such a decision ,hastily?
i left CHONG HWA without accomplishing my senior 3,left my beloved friends behind,left everything that i may gain in this daunting but fruitful senior 3.
college life is indeed different,compared to the hectic life in high school;
leaving an environment which was so familiar to somewhere which comprise abundance of uncertainties
sometimes,
i reminiscing those critical moments i made the decision;
perhaps i was really out of my mind & out of the blue.
from another perspective,
maybe its another alternative runaway from CH's exhausting life;
my first semester in college commenced 3 weeks ago, which was the day i officially left school and got my school leaving cert,without alarming anyone of you beforehand in advance.
composed with different types of mixed feelings,having a lot of feelings to express to all of you.
yenyee ;
closest friend ever,bt we seem so near yet so far ,time spent together more emphasized on quality nt quantity XD as years rolled by we both get busier and busier each year, bt out bonding is still there <3
perhaps,i should really apologise to you,as i left earlier than what i thought too,due to my abrupt decision.
time elapses,but what remains still remains , in-depth every inch of what we've gone through together(:
jiayous & all the best for pursuing your dreams no matter where
you're a great one undeniably (:
rou ;
the most blissful girl at the moment ahahhahah
out of my expectation too honestly XD
you're a perfect GOD too, my matured rou that will never let me worry much, you're one of a kind, a great listener,an enthusiastic mate :D
i'm sure you have your mind of your own, need not any guidance ;P
hahahah tell me when it's your 10th million germs passing by XD
fishhy ;
we knew each other quite coincidentally, we've spent time in abundance,those moments you slept-over, hanging out etc
you are one of my girls that makes me proud,a brave and courageous one indeed (:
never ever doubt yourself when you did your best,i'm sure my lines will reverberate around your ears which is needless to be mentioned now :P
i still remember your reaction when i texted you that i was leaving school,
be strong girl,as you may ,the mighty fishy (:
ru ; yoonghao ;onion
yz; deep ; kel; lcb; woody; sik; elaine; mao
holy; zhiyien ; & much more to be mentioned
...... to be continued (:
Wednesday
后来的我们
那两个晚,肆无忌惮,把话谈心的7个人.
there much more to be marked down,listed down or imprinted .
but all of them are more than words and feelings
its pure like an crystal,
lights that shimmers unceasingly.
perhaps,one day;
when we gathered again ; after 10 years?:D
the song was touching,that meant everything.
inside each and every of our hearts,we never known how to express our different feelings,unless those moments.
they're precious.
inadvertently, rearrangements needed,emotionally & biologically.
we,you,they never knew.
faithfully.
there much more to be marked down,listed down or imprinted .
but all of them are more than words and feelings
its pure like an crystal,
lights that shimmers unceasingly.
perhaps,one day;
when we gathered again ; after 10 years?:D
the song was touching,that meant everything.
inside each and every of our hearts,we never known how to express our different feelings,unless those moments.
they're precious.
inadvertently, rearrangements needed,emotionally & biologically.
we,you,they never knew.
faithfully.
Monday
Us
touched isn't a feeling sufficient enough to describe the marvelous time we had
From the first time we met each other;
from nonentity to trustworthy ;
from nothing to everything .
a path we had embarked together .
the question is still bugging me.
From the first time we met each other;
from nonentity to trustworthy ;
from nothing to everything .
a path we had embarked together .
the question is still bugging me.
Tuesday
What if.
Thinking about gravity of things could only be detrimental to the matter that you are facing.
But we can't,we can't tell the future,no
But that's just the beauty of the world we know
I couldn't picture,portray anything out of it.
Gonna go through the ins and outs meticulously.
But we can't,we can't tell the future,no
But that's just the beauty of the world we know
I couldn't picture,portray anything out of it.
Gonna go through the ins and outs meticulously.
Monday
affaire d'amour .
I need a period of time filled with tranquility,
to jot down the results of sweet serendipity since 4days5months1yearago.
numerous times,the pointer of the clock went through its destiny without displacement for each successful circle;
so did mankind's mind,to and fro.
1monthand15days more.
leading your gateway to embrace your brimful future.
perhaps, i'm just out of my mind,once in a while really.thinking of you.
to jot down the results of sweet serendipity since 4days5months1yearago.
numerous times,the pointer of the clock went through its destiny without displacement for each successful circle;
so did mankind's mind,to and fro.
1monthand15days more.
leading your gateway to embrace your brimful future.
perhaps, i'm just out of my mind,once in a while really.thinking of you.
Friday
more haste less be
lingering my mind around here and there,
up to this moment i still cant settle down my mind to type a so-called replenishing post._.
i wished he would whispered that beside my ears,
one day.(:
up to this moment i still cant settle down my mind to type a so-called replenishing post._.
i wished he would whispered that beside my ears,
one day.(:
Sunday
seize the decision
instill sense of perseverance & persistent determination
i am saying no to fluctuate between "yes" and "no".
convinced myself,
study hard just for this 2 years more,
& ultimately get to study what you are really interested in.
i am saying no to fluctuate between "yes" and "no".
convinced myself,
study hard just for this 2 years more,
& ultimately get to study what you are really interested in.
Saturday
hey there.
the steamboat dinner was held in an atmosphere of "frienship" and cordiality(;
its pointful now,you get what i say.:D
Thursday
in order to.
initially,
in order to gain back writing skill,
i came here.
in order not to lose touch with the you you & you,
i deeply hope you will leave a msg.
in order to show my gratitude to you,
i'm here now & observe attentively (;
i hearts you dear(:
in order not to face book
i choose to facebook.
in order to improve my bm language proficiency,
i should start to write in bm?!
in order not to forsaken my pursued dreams,
i stay firm in the long run.
in order to be co-operative,
i have been quite studious ?lol.
in order not to be the one grudging in future,
i should develop persistence , as it should be.
in order to prevent here to become dormant,
i wrote this.(:
OH & ultimately,
in order to stop babbling aimlessly,
i should stop for now(:
though no one may care about this.
peeps out there,
sometimes you have to let bygones be bygones;
take another perspective,
everything will be better(:
let your powers unleashed, never let go easily.
all the best, for you & erhm? (:
hopes,aloft.
dormant place,once again.
enjoy the videos above,
forgive the bad quality;
* focus on her expression
* focus on her expression
&&&
actually it was quite a success right?(;
i cherish our friday,vividly in mind (:
actually it was quite a success right?(;
i cherish our friday,vividly in mind (:
Saturday
Friday
the verge of success
i'm going to overcome that very soon,
a small fall for my leap,for instance;
at least i gain the knowledge lest making stupid mistakes again & again.
leastwise, i get up and face after desperation hop off the corner in my mind.
yet,i have YOU guys (:
a small fall for my leap,for instance;
at least i gain the knowledge lest making stupid mistakes again & again.
leastwise, i get up and face after desperation hop off the corner in my mind.
yet,i have YOU guys (:
Monday
the reason
there are love stories everywhere,but their understood by the ones themselves,
that's the difference that varied all of them.
yes dear holy wrote this too;
They know you
They know me
They dont know us
true,everyone has their story,but each story has different faith to intersect with the other story.
some may intersect once,some may not,some may be apart and together to and fro;
ultimately the ending is just unpredictable.
do what is good for you,dont cling on the dispirit mood,
you guys could get it through,time is crucial yet the manipulation of forgetting.
everything is fine,all will be fine.
there's another perspective,forgetting is just actually getting adapted,
perhaps,is suits for specific conditions.
you & you,jiayous !
.
looking back to how far we've gone through,
i am really glad we made it through(:
there are a thousand of reasons in my mind,
but the only reason true is you.
i just want you to know,i've found out a reason for me,to change who i used to be,a reason to start over new,& the reason is you.
that's the difference that varied all of them.
yes dear holy wrote this too;
They know you
They know me
They dont know us
true,everyone has their story,but each story has different faith to intersect with the other story.
some may intersect once,some may not,some may be apart and together to and fro;
ultimately the ending is just unpredictable.
do what is good for you,dont cling on the dispirit mood,
you guys could get it through,time is crucial yet the manipulation of forgetting.
everything is fine,all will be fine.
there's another perspective,forgetting is just actually getting adapted,
perhaps,is suits for specific conditions.
you & you,jiayous !
.
looking back to how far we've gone through,
i am really glad we made it through(:
there are a thousand of reasons in my mind,
but the only reason true is you.
i just want you to know,i've found out a reason for me,to change who i used to be,a reason to start over new,& the reason is you.
Saturday
life's about great discenment & different choices
apparently,i'm not the kind of blogger that has a sense of responsibility.
long left abandoned and back to it once again,its seems alike a sin x graph,
together once in a while & always parted.
life is once again filled up with advanced learning of maths.
calculus,i kill you or you kill me?
hesitated once considering SUEC for the sake of you,btw,is there time left to make a decision?i'm abit frazzled occasionally._.
i wanna learn french,seriously.
someone is sleeping/taking a nap while i'm typing this.xD
sleep tight yep(:
love the path you have chosen,
a restless road no turning back;learning.
(':
What we think, or what we know, or what we believe, is in the end, of little consequence. The only thing of consequence is what we do.
Our choicest plans
have fallen through,
our airiest castles
tumbled over,
because of lines
we neatly drew
and later neatly
stumbled over.
latecomers
everything was endemic;
enjoy & stave through obstacles ahead,
good luck everyone (:
long-abandoned.
yes,i miss you.(:
.
its the time to reconsider what is more important & what to let go,
no regrets for future,contribution & scarification .
.
& yes another self-study year for chinese
& unexpectedly english too,
good luck 5szhong-ers.
.
frazzled,
not looking forward to the day i could make an execrable attempt to felicitate on him on his good future.
Sunday
an oath
i hope to blog about teaching again like last year,
but since it isnt an ought-to-be & i assumed dat mostly everyone will fall asleep,
thence,thats it.
.
i guess the difference is subtle for the outsiders,
hope it wont get underwhelming.
hello 5szhong.
.
12 days more.(:
but since it isnt an ought-to-be & i assumed dat mostly everyone will fall asleep,
thence,thats it.
.
i guess the difference is subtle for the outsiders,
hope it wont get underwhelming.
hello 5szhong.
.
12 days more.(:
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