Contemplate

back to square one, realizing the existing problem for the ever occurring situation; from that moment I knew I am not ready, by allowing it to begin again would just be a catastrophe. I'd rather hurt you honestly, than mislead you with a lie. By considering so much external factors before reassuring the truth, it is not a truth that is crystal-cleared as seen. Perhaps, that was right. & it wouldn't be right again.

do you have to let it linger ? tired of this; yes karma has no recipe, you eat what you deserved. its not over, not over. it should be ceased, theoretically yet arduous practically. If you, if you could return, don't let it burn, don't let it fade.